Monday, 17 February 2014

Gods music.

This song is like an anthem of mine! I would say its probably the most popular song I have written at the moment! Why you say? well...... because its true. We need more of Gods music played on mainstream radio.

I remember when this song was birthed.

The days of watching MTV and the BOX. Waiting to see the next music video and hear the latest number 1 hit song. I love music and will always have music playing in my house while I clean, when im working, driving, everything. But there came a time in my life were music  changed. It wasn't the same anymore, and I was getting fed up and frustrated.
I remember sitting there with my sister and we were complaining. "what is this on the tv?" "Music is soooo rubbish these days", "I dont wanna see naked women dancing around all the time", "and what are they singing about? the club, cars, BORING!!!" So my spirit burst into song with "Gods Music", and my sister echoed me and sang "playing on the stereo!" That was it!

We live in a world and a time were all that is wrong, all that is sin is glorified, and im fed up with it. Are you? Music that destroys our mind and souls. Does the bible not say that our bodies are the temple of God? (1 corinthians 6:19) Therefore we should be careful what we put inside it, and that includes music!

God Jehovah created music, and he created us to worship him through music, but…… yes im gonna say it……. the devil is also taking his worship through various music artists in the industry now! And we, christians buy into their music, allow our children to consume it not seeing the dangers that lie ahead! Let me give you an example, I remember going through a break up and decided to put on a song by an artist called "me myself and I", singing along to the words that basicallly state that I am all alone! WRONG!!!!

 Deuteronomy 31:16 reads, " Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave or forsake you"

Therefore, for me to confess those words over myself was incorrect, destructive, and depressing! And that was exactly how I felt! I kissed my teeth, threw out the CD and my spirit was immediately lifted!

It has taken me a while to finish writing this blog, I guess I knew that I may offend a few people. But you know what, people perish for lack of knowledge!

So Gods music, LOL. The first line of the song is, "Im so fed up, of hearing whats new, whats number 1 and what we listen too. God help us please, we need some sanity to keep us on our feet, take us where we need to be!
Wow, what a declaration, but I was fed up, as my mind was being renewed by the word of God, I began to despise the things that God despises.
We need sanity as listening to some secular music really hurts my head at times. Not all secular music but you have some rap and hip hop that is full of profanity, hate, war, and worse of all it is glorified, seen as cool or gangster! Some female artists almost half naked, parading around on stage acting out sexual routines, and some people let their children listen to this or attend their concerts! When the child starts dressing like an adult, talking back, having boyfriends/girlfriends, having sex at a young age then some parents wonder what happened. It is clear, our children look at these artists as role models, or idols and begin to worship everything about them, want to look and sound like them!

Exodus 20:3-5 reads, "You shall have no other gods before me, you shall not make for yourself an idol in the form of anything in heaven above or on the earth beneath or in the waters below, you shall not bow down or worship them; for I the Lord your God, am a jealous God"

My heart grieves for our children, they are so innocent and pure, that they soak up anything that they are given. Therefore we must be vigilent with what our children consume.
Another line in the song is, "so ive taken it upon myself, and Lord you know i need your help, to bring creative music to the industry, something that will SATISFY OUR CHILDRENS NEEDS, and bring creation to their needs in honour and worship of you!

Our children need the love of God,  hope, Godly parenting, a loving home, discipline and direction, not drugs, sex, violence and material riches!

 There are so many gospel artists (that carry the anointing of God) even here in the UK, who are not supported enough! We post our songs, share our music, ask to like our pages ect and the response is feeble!  GASP!!!! How can I say such a thing? It is true. When secular artist release an album, everyone is rushing to buy it, youtube views are in the thousands.

You see we need more of GODS MUSIC PLAYING ON THE STEREO! The Lord has called me into the music industry to make a stand, make a difference as he needs to be glorified at all times, and God will do it! He is doing it!
It is not about numbers and how many likes I get as my God is more than able to complete the work he has begun in my life!

Gods music was written to show that christian/gospel music is not boring, that it is creative and uplifting.
Please support us as we give praise and worship to the Lord, as we go out and do damage in the enemys camp for praise stills the enemy!

God bless, VOCALZ. XXX

Wednesday, 25 September 2013


"Ok so, now you think your not good enough, ok someone, told you your not strong enough. So now you think that you can't make it through the day, God is here and he wants you too listen to what he has to say"

Have you heard these words or something similar before?
At a time where you think thats it, I give up, I can't do this christian walk anymore! Every time I try to move forward, something happens and I've taken 10 steps backwards. That was me!

God speaks to me through songs and it is quite a supernatural, amazing experience. When the Lord gave me this song, I had recently had a confrontation with a particular person who always seems to bring out  the worst in me. Some one who has a tendency to make me feel low, less of a person and not good enough for well......anything. When negative things are spoken over our lives, they are sown into our spirit and can take root, and then begin to grow as that 'seed' is continually 'watered' with the same negative words. Just like a plant.

 I was giving my children a bath and literally 'meditating' on these negative thoughts. I was telling myself that I was gonna give up, NO MORE WRITING, NO MORE SINGING, MAYBE EVEN NO MORE CHURCH!  Gasp!!!!!  Its true, it even went as far as I'm not gonna clean my house, get dressed, talk to anyone, just what is the point of all this, I'm nothing, overweight, ugly!!!! On top of that, meditating on all the heartache and pain I had been through. (All of this was going through my mind as I'm bathing my children).
But the Lord spoke the above words into my spirit, and they came out of my mouth in a melody, in singing, in a song! The more the words came out, the more I began to smile and get excited! I love the lord as he is always on time! What was happening was so amazing that I was even laughing, overcome with joy! God was reminding me of what he had called me to do and through my weakness and my brokeness he is able to manifest his magnificent healing powers through these songs. That situation had to happen in order for this song to be birthed out of me. Isn't that amazing?

"Your fearfully and wonderfully made, more than a conqueror in Jesus name, the head and not the tail, you surely will not fail, the apple of his eye"
Psalm 139
Romans 8:37
Deuteronomy 28:13
Psalm 17:8

After the first verse, the Lord gave me this chorus.

"Now your mine please step in line its, Time to renew your mind. Ill make you shine sweet, child of mine its Time to renew your mind"

You see, we were bought at a price, when Jesus died on the cross so we belong to the most high God!
The lord then proceeded to deal with my heartache and pain that I was meditating on, the words in the song let me know that he understood what I went through and how it had affected my trust in other people but more importantly..... God. He also showed me that where I thought I had forgiven, I was still holding in my heart which caused me to focus on the past experiences. The Lord then reaffirmed who HE is, Lord of Lords and King of Kings, the life giver, the healer, that he will set me free!! ( I cam feel the Holy spirit as I am writing this blog).

"All the time someone told you lies you, held them in your heart, wide open, you felt like you were choking and now you protect your heart. What a catastrophe, what that person did to me, I wont let it happen again, God is here and he is more than just a friend. You see I'm not a man that I can lie, every word from my mouth is to speak life, forgive and release is the only way to be, free!!

Every time I sing this song, I am taken back to that day, that moment, how I felt and then how the Lord gloriously spoke those words into me and then out of me. When the enemy STILL tries to bring negative thoughts into my mind, I find my self singing, "TIME TO RENEW YOUR MIND" and those thoughts immediately return to the pits of hell where they came from! Ha ha!!

2 Corinthians 10:3-5

 (3)"For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war after the flesh:
(4) For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strongholds;
(5) Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ"

Those negative thoughts were 'high things' that tried to exalt themselves against the knowledge of God, and the Lord brought them into captivity by releasing that song in my spirit. My my my, what an awesome God I serve!

 The Lord has given me songs of healing that are also weapons, mighty through God to the pulling down of strongholds!!

God bless,

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Thursday, 22 August 2013

The Anointing: My deliverer.

The Anointing: My deliverer.: Do you know that the Lord has a sense of humor? I sure do!!! He has a way of showing me things that I have to smile. I attended my late ni...

My deliverer.

Do you know that the Lord has a sense of humor? I sure do!!!

He has a way of showing me things that I have to smile. I attended my late night prayer meeting on Friday expecting to hear from God. I don't know what I wanted or what I wanted to hear from God....... just something. Can I get a witness!!!!
You know them ones where there is a vacant space, between what God has promised you and when it manifests in the physical. Sometimes we think we need SOMETHING from God, or we need God to do SOMETHING, but the reality and the truth of it is that WE NEED TO DO SOMETHING!!!!!

It could be something so simple and often overlooked that we need to adjust in our lives. On the Thursday I prayed, God help me, God lead me, God guide me, God show me and he sure did.
So the word was YOU DON'T HAVE ANY PATIENCE!!!!! WOW, what a wake up call. I was humbled immediately. There was more to the word but this part specifically stood out to me as obviously it is sooo true. Before I went up for prayer, I looked at my pastor, Dr Ionie Shas, and said to another sister in christ, ' Pastor is sooo patient, I don't have that kind of patience'. So when the Lord spoke those word through my Pastor, I was literally cracking up with laughter inside.

My journey with Christ has been amazing and I am still in awe and will always be in awe of his greatness, his mercies,his love and how he knows me better than I myself. After I received the word from the Lord about receiving songs from heaven, the lord gave me a song called MY DELIVERER. This song is basically about that vacant space between Gods promises and it manifesting in the physical. The first line is, ' Patiently waiting on you'. Now if you don't find this funny then bwoy my sense of humor is just way out there!!!! Because obviously I have not been PATIENTLY waiting on him, as the Lord told me on Friday. Another part of the word on Friday was that my career is already there in the spiritual! Isn't God amazing? Vacant space.......patience! Wow, I went home and as I meditated on this word, I realised that I Literally do not have any patience with ANYTHING. The  third line of the song is, ' holding onto your word, because I believe what you say is true' We have to hold on to the word of God and believe his promises for our lives, at all times. And yes the enemy can put negative thoughts in our head, but who are we kidding? Hasn't God come through for us time after time after time? Gods timing is perfect, all we need to do..... all I need to do is have a little patience. I thought I was being patient when I wrote this song, crying out for the Lord to deliver me. In the second verse I even wrote,  'in times of great trials and tribulations, help me perfect my patience!!'  Ermmm, I should have seen it coming really, bearing in mind I have sang this song quite a few times! Duh Vocalz..... I asked God to perfect my patience and that is exactly what he is doing!!!

Go on.... laugh... I know you want to, you know you want to! Its OK because its the truth that we know that will set us free! And I definitely feel free after THAT.

So as I looked deeper into this PATIENCE, I came across Colossians 3:12-13

' Since God chose you to be holy people he loves you,you must clothe yourselves with tenderhearted mercy, kindness, humility, gentleness, and PATIENCE. Make allowance for each others faults, and forgive anyone who offends. Remember, the Lord forgave you, so you must forgive others'.

The word of God must be a mirror for us to look into and put ourselves right. From this scripture, I see many things that I still struggle with, but God does love us and we are his chosen holy people. It also shows that these are characteristics that we must PUT ON, hence the word CLOTHE. As we PUT ON CHRIST daily we must also put on tenderhearted mercy, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience.
For me, it is not always easy. Patience is the biggest one for me, like I said earlier, I am not patient for anything, But now God has brought it to my attention, with his grace I ask for more patience everyday! 

In relation to the song, My Deliverer, scripture says that it is through our waiting and patience that the Lord will deliver us.

1 Thessalonians 1:10.
  'And to wait for his son from heaven, whom he raised from the dead, even Jesus who delivers us from the wrath to come'

 Isn't God amazing? He shows us and gives us the answer to all things in his word.

Romans 5:3-4.
'And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience;and patience, experience; and experience, hope.'

Everything I have gone through, everything, you have gone through, is to test your patience, to give you experience of Gods goodness, his truth, his love and his deliverance! All for the glory of God so you can spread the good news with someone else. So you can evangelise, so you can help somebody in need, so God can promote you, use you, build your character and trust YOU.
I mean, how much do we expect God to be patient with us? ' I know you told me to minister to this person but ill do it next week God,' or ' I know you have called me to minister but I still want to party.'
Sometimes we are filled with so many excuses but still God is patient with us. I know i am guilty of this all the time, so who am I to try and rush God?
Many times the Lord will use my own children to teach me about the relationship we have with each other. He is my heavenly Father, and I am his child. I am always telling my children to wait, and that they need to be patient, that I am getting things ready for them. How similar is that huh? But on the other hand I expect them to do what I say as soon as I say it, because I am their mother. No patience!!!!  If only I was that obedient to the Father, I would be able to move mountains, but God makes allowance for my faults.

So dear brothers and sisters, the Lord will deliver you and set you free, for he is a mighty strong tower!!! All you have to do is.................................... have a  little patience.

God bless.

Wednesday, 14 August 2013  Ok, soooo, here I am, in front of the computer! About two weeks ago the Lord told me to start writing blogs.  I thought to my self that's a really good idea but, I write songs NOT BLOGS.

The lord proceeded to tell me that I should write blogs about the songs that he gives me, how hes word and healing flows from them. Well.... here goes...

The Anointing, track 3 on my EP Gods Music. So seven years ago in 2006 I received a word from the Lord calling me to the music industry. I have always written songs and sang, but to hear this calling from the mouth of God was truly amazing to me. I thought to my self I knew it! I knew there was something different about me! Now not to sound big headed or anything, I grew up with a lot of issues like most people but I was always searching for something else, feeling like this cant be it for my life, living the same old lifestyle, doing the same old things but still......feeling.....empty.

So, four years on from receiving that word from God, I was laying on my bed just thinking about Jesus and what he had called me to do. I always remember the wise words from my Pastor, Dr Ionie Shas, saying that she would choose the Anointing every time. The more I thought about this, words started to come into my spirit, lyrics. Thought about all the things that the Lord freely gives us, his love that is everlasting, his wisdom that is infinite. His mercies that are new every morning, and his peace that passes all understanding. Wow!!!! As a child of God we have assess to all this and more!
But, when you are called by God for a specific reason, it is the Anointing of God that will do the work!!

Luke 4:8 The spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he hath anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor; he hath sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised.

Now I am not a pastor, or a preacher but the Lord has commanded every believer to spread the gospel through different ways or gifts! Mine is through singing! I didn't know this at the time the song Anointing was written. I just thought God had called me to sing in my worship team at church and write songs. It wasn't until 2013 that the Lord confirmed his calling over my life! He had anointed me to write and sing songs that will come direct from heaven, and these songs will have healing in them!! What an amazing calling, and true to his word, the songs came. Lyrics that were truly piercing to the heart and soul and mind! I had no idea what God was preparing me for! Having experienced low self esteem, suicidal attempts, emotional and physical abuse in my life, God then revealed that my ministry was for broken women. It all made sense now, everything I had been through in my life, was so that I can help another woman in similar situations.

These songs come out of my life, my experiences but the Holy spirit gives me the words. And most importantly they minister to me FIRST!

The lyrics in song The Anointing are so powerful that I really didnt understand what i was writing when I wrote it!

 ' I am nothing, nothing without the anointing, can't do nothing nothing without you oh God, these words mean nothing, nothing without the anointing, please give me more anointing today, I would choose the anointing, every day'.

God bless.